Thursday, July 12, 2012

5 weeks 5 days

Written June 2nd

Today I spotted a bit. It was pinkish in color. I am honestly terrified something is going to go wrong. I don't know how to stop the worry, I just try to forget it for a few hours but it comes right back. Please lord, I want this baby more than anything. I love this baby so much already and I have only known him/her for 5 weeks. I won't complain, I won't take it for granted, I will thank you every single day if you could just please grant me the blessing of carrying this child, lord. I already thank you for my health and the health of my loved ones. Please include this little blessing in my list of those to watch over. Amen.

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